When you lose the thing that has given you safety, warmth, care, and happiness.
Reason being that it's personally against my morals.
I didn't read the full story yet, but I know who she ends up with so here for the ones who wants to know No, she didn't try to get his attention, she wanted to test if she has the ability to reset, because it is basically a game and in the prince route she dies the most, so she test it with him.
He just dealt with an assassin before 2nd prince birthday and now there is a woman who is wandering around as if she is looking for him.
Even in the chapters in manhwa , it is so obvious that their relationship is soo toxic.
I'm pretty invested so far but the translation looks to be in its early stages.
Nothing will ever compare to the happiness he felt by her side and he's desperate to get it back cause without it he's nothing.
Still, I hope that if they start acting warmer it'll be one-sided, and considering the description I'm thinking it's likely.